Yo!!

Whuahahahaha!!!!
"I love nursing" is not my latest post anymore!!

Hmm, I'm now online using one of the com in my mama's office, hehe~

Err, like so long time didn't blog... Now like don't know what to say...

I'm still Hsin Ni, laughing is still like my daily exercise, speaking foul language like a guy.

........(really don't know how to blog dy..)

I love nursing~

As already forth week of posting in Sun Med, I've confronted so many patients(pt). My ward, which is 4A, almost everyday also full house. I've care for so many pts, old pt up to 91, an old woman who is already announced DNR(Do Not Resussitate) by dr., she has a huge bedsore at her buttock, youngest pt which is a 14 years old boy, when I see him, he reminds me of my brother. I care when he has difficulty in sleeping, feels hot or chill, sore throat.

I've did bedbath for 3 pts so far. The first was a 17 y/Male, second was quite old/Female, the latest was 31y/M, which is a tepid sponging, he has 38.6*C fever. Dr. asked to do tepid sponging for him and Nicole did it with me. When this pt discharged, he waved to me and said 'Byebye', I really feel glad to care for him.

In addition, I've also took 'good' care of a 22y/M pt, who has a fever also. He has a drip with a drip machine. Very 'fortunately', his machine is the very sensitive one, move a bit also make noise. That day luckily I was under his bed ward team, I solved all his drip problems. One day, when he discharged, his girlfriend thank me that I took care of her boyboy. I was very happy to hear that.

Of course, to let everything goes smoothly, including observation(obs), medicine, reports, admissions, discharges, transfer-in and out(t/i t/o), update charts, receiving calls, passing reports, pt's diet, maintain pt's cleanliness all cannot be done by only one nurse. We need two teams of nurses. Each team consists of In-charge(i/c), who is going to pass report and doing management of the day, Runner(R), who runs the ward to observe pt, charts and sends pt from here and there, Medicine Nurse(Med), who serves medicine, does dressing. Everyday, everybody will hold a different role of nurse, which I feel is enjoyable.

What I do everyday now is to tag with a Runner, make bed, do obs and do any procedure that can allow me to get a cross, say Oral care, Hand washing, Positioning, Charting, Admission... I love to see everybody working together as a team to make pt get well. Nursing is interesting, trust me!

三

明天又去录音咯！！
第三次了，还是感到非常非常兴奋。
赶快练好歌吧！
明天要录的是“母亲”。

半个月亮爬上来

燕子

我的花儿

静夜思

淑霞-领唱 天媛-高二 欣霓-高二 雁明-低 君仪-低 Merina-低
原版：中文

演唱者：创价学会复兴室内合唱团女声

大伟版：粤语

淑霞-领唱 欣霓-高一 天媛-高二 君仪-低 SeLin-低 Melissa-朗诵、低 Merina-低



YeeLin-高一 天媛-朗诵、高二 雁明-低 Merina-低
淑霞-领唱 欣霓-高二 君仪-低



草-混声合唱

淑霞 欣霓 天媛 君仪 SeLin ？Merina 时显 段伟 亲洋 君波 君豪

Mamma Mia

与一般合唱朋友们到Pavilion看戏。


Starbucks - Denise & Alicia

我们在先Madam Kwan's吃Nasi Lemak晚餐。那几块鸡肉真的太正了！香喷喷，肉又煮得软软的～ 啊～！！！要谢谢时显请我们学生妹吃，这一餐吃得真满足。时显真的是大好人！
哦，我们总共有3男3女，我们的坐法是男三人并列，女的也是，结果搞得好像日本年轻男女去联谊，那场面还蛮特别～

因为时间还很早，我们去Starbucks霸占了他们的两张桌子，在那里闲聊。聊到冷笑话都出完来好让时间比较好过。




Denise Alicia & Koon Poh

路途中……
转身～喀嚓～
好一张“回头浅笑”。哈哈哈哈！！！



Alicia & Denise

正等着Box10开。
Mamma Mia 是一齣很不错的歌剧，并没有很优越的声乐技巧、很棒的storyline，但是我还蛮enjoy的，可能是一般朋友都在旁边看边唱，很爽！

与一堆猪朋狗友一起，啊！不好意思，是音乐朋友们一起分享音乐是种人生乐趣。我喜欢！

My recent compositions

I love arts~

Tak tau

Don't know when I took this pic with my sis. Luckily I look not weird. First time feel like prettier than sis, her new hair really kns lorr...

火星三冠王soundtracks

一个月了，每日每晚都不停的在听《火星三冠王》的曲子。
有些歌都有很美好的回忆，让我怀念大家一起奋斗的经历。



还记得“序曲”，大家都在努力地练习跳那支舞蹈。“一二三四，二二三四，三二三四…”。我那时的打扮很搞笑，就是整头都是五颜六色的curlers，穿着睡衣，戴着那副无框银边眼镜跳舞唱歌。前面大家跌倒的时候很有效果。唱完了，大家都有说有笑离场，剩下家阳。

“不用你们相信我+你在想些什么”，表演时，我就正在台旁准备，享受着家阳唱“不用你们相信我”，富有感情，使我容易进入状态。看着来福来喜进场，跟着家阳唱。我就边深呼吸，边听音乐，准备继续下去唱“你在想些什么”。与家阳合作是我毕生的荣幸，他真的真的是个好歌手，好演员。



“鸟之歌”很可爱，很allegro。还记得他们的舞蹈，搞笑的对白。

“醒醒吧”是小花和火炉的对唱曲，很好听。还记得小花指着天上，火炉也沿着方向望，小花唱着“看看 天上的彩虹很美吗？”，然后小花引着火炉听，唱着“听今晚 那雨滴交错。”很很有感觉。尤其是当歌手都懂演懂唱，像这两个。

“你从来都不知道”我比较不常听，我的声音并没有传出去，不好听。录音时，没有想象，只顾着唱，听了也没有画面。还好男声好听，还没有讨厌这首歌。这首曲子，中间有蛮长的一段是播放着年轻爸妈的录影，很有感觉。拍拖，甜蜜，结婚。当要拿戒指出来时，都很不顺畅，因为有mic挡着，终于拿出来 了，也亮起来了。

“意乱情迷”是我第一首四重唱，我喜欢年轻爸妈多于现在爸妈唱的旋律，比较可爱又朗朗上口。我唱的部分有两段，前半段和后半段。前面很低，而后面很高，表演时唱这首歌是最辛苦的。还记得，我与家豪坐在台边耍花枪，很好笑。然后，唱完就到台上看着年轻时的自己，烟囱向雪桂求婚。只要投入了，我就哭了出来。那种一起拍拖，等待结婚的感觉。年轻爸妈，很帅很美，哈哈～现在爸妈，很肥很肥～



“你和我和他和他”，一家人都聚在一起了，唱这首歌很有感觉。尤其是年轻妈妈穿着婚纱出来那一幕，看着年轻时的自己嫁给自己喜欢的人。还有爷爷说一家人聚在一起的重要性，我相信打动了不少观众，因为我也被打动了。我会牢牢记得我哭的原因。一家人拍成弧形唱这首歌，又一对一对退场，那个排列很好。

“我该往哪里去”是我在台旁帮Maria和音的。嘻！我妹妹听得出是我的声音。



“妈妈之火星三冠王”是我最喜欢的曲子。录音时，因为不会进，老师又不确定，“让我”这两个字重复唱了很多遍，搞得那一句被人批评“很不干净”。但是，我还是很喜欢。这首是musical的结尾曲，也是和家阳的合唱曲。我觉得很好听。



“人间快乐如天堂”是我从去年就很喜欢的歌曲，我很开心我做开头“人间有喜乐”。哈哈哈！这首歌是家阳跟我讲“妈，我爱你”的时候，很喜欢。（gila babi) 有舞蹈，也是一家人排成一列，站在最前面唱歌的时候。我喜欢这首曲子的最后一个音。

Music is not allowed

I was not allowed to study music.

I was not allowed to participate GMTT. We quarreled everytime when she fetched me to prac.

Concert, she mad as I took leaves for the event.

Now, when everything's done. She stopped me from participating GMTT again.

She stopped me from participating the auditions.

She always call me just for scolding and ask me to quit this and that.

"You want to become 'missi' or what?"

"Don't always join this join that, concentrate on studies. People sponsored you." (I am doing very good in college, I am managing well, why should I stop music?)

"Why you study 'missi'? Better study music la." (You are the one doesn't allow me to study music. Now what?)

I lost everything in music.

I am not happy.

Updates of myself

1. How are you?
ans: I am fine.

2. How is your clinical posting?
ans: Oh, initially I was so not looking forward to it but not I enjoyed confronting patients everyday.

3. What makes you happy?
ans: when patients are healthy discharged.

4. What special experiences you gained?
ans: I saw the thing of a man and it really shocked me, I didn't know it is like so big. >.<

hahaha...

Wedding Dinner - Jack Tan

出席了亲戚的晚宴。
晚宴的地点是在Kajang，去过且坐回同一个座位。可爱～！
像平时一样，亲戚朋友们都乘这个机会socialize一下。
晚宴=吵杂的地方 （赞同吧？）

还未正式开始时，新娘新郎的照片一张一张的放映在电视屏幕上。
让我觉得更想嫁。haiz... 可惜，有没人要。可怜啊，欣霓。

“来，我们以热烈的掌声欢迎这对新人。”
这句话=晚宴正式开始
播放的音乐是“英文版-爱很简单”，非常动听。
以后我结婚，入场音乐绝对不可以马虎。

很多人陆陆续续地上台唱歌献给这对新人，
有些人唱的很好听；有些人唱的很难听，破坏了整个气氛。
晚宴我看见Jack Tan，不知道为什么他会在这里出现...蛮惊讶的～

Jack Tan是我学长，大我两年。
是个刚出道的歌手。
他有上台献唱哦～演唱曲子是方大同的“爱爱爱”。
很好听，整场最好听是他。


妹妹忙拍他的照片。


帅吧～


Marie表妹，欣霓，Jack Tan，妹妹。


妹妹，Marie，欣霓
学一学Jack Tan的姿势，GOOD~!!

Jack Tan

Audition

耶！！我决定去了。
在老师那封sms的压力下决定去了。

Audition是在KLPac，我不知道要唱什么……怎么办？
只选了一首Nel cor piu non mi sento.
加油！

身形-声音

好好笑，我有肥胖的身形，但是有未成熟的声音（被人讲含有童音）。
还真不搭呀～

抒情版身骑白马

Appreciate

As some people said, appreciate everything and everybody around you.
I learned that and deeply place in my heart.

Since you love singing, you love to perform and you also have the opportunity.
Appreciate the golden chances you have.
Go for it, man. Don't miss it and create regrets in your life.
Don't think the consequences but how to learn.
You'll definitely gain lots and lots of experiences.. Explore, man~!

Go on, Hsin Ni~!!

I've cried many days..just for him..
Duets don't complete if only has a voice.
I did many stupid things just because of him.

Okay, it's enough...no more.
Please concentrate in classes.
Please do what you should do, Hsin Ni~!!!
Don't be stupid!!!! Look forward~!!!

No more tears.
No more blank in your mind.
No more singing duets.
No more remember of him.
No more feelings.
No more memories of him.
Just Hsin Ni.

I'm back~!!!!

时间·痛苦

痛苦不会随时间减去，只能让你随着时间适应它。

失去理智-我去了哪里？

一线希望、等待都会把我杀死。
眼睛失去了不懂多少泪水。
真希望能有人把我从森林里找出我，我失去了方向。

救救我吧～

迟·弃·失

最心痛是爱得太迟，有些心意不可等某些日子；
最可怕是爱需要及时，只差一秒，心声都已变历史。

错失太易，爱得太迟，我怎么想到他忍不到那日子；
“爱”一个字也需要及时，只差一秒，心声都已变历史。

爱情是要自己争取的，错过了，就是错过了。
在不对的时间，喜欢上对的人，真的痛苦不已。

现实总是残酷的，就算有心理准备，都会承受不了。
太多的回忆会杀掉自己，会让自己不懂得前进。

当自己要某些利益，就会有些东西一定要失去。
这是世界法则，永远不变的法则。-钢之炼金术师-

得到了勇气，失去了机会。

当然当自己已失去某些东西，就会有利益补偿。
这是也是世界法则，永远不变的法则。-钢之炼金术师-

失去了感情，得到了友情。

都是你

经过你的家，看见你的车子。
我以为你朋友撒了谎...

那片光碟，我听了又听。
我的脑海都充满你。

错过

自从对你说出了我一直以来想讲的话，
我以为我真的能够潇洒地放弃，白痴，怎么可能！

虽然你算是我刚开始不久的，
不知道为什么你有力量让我有一段时期几乎每晚都哭。
你怎么那么狠心～很恨你！

很不幸运的，最近才发现原来很多人仰慕你...咳...
原来她们是多么渴望和你在一起，我有，但我不懂得珍惜。
失去了一切，我才怀念。
突然看见我衣橱里有一本我们都有的歌谱，情不自禁的会流眼泪。

我怀念你找我一起谈天的日子，我怀念一起唱歌的日子，
我怀念一起弹钢琴的日子，我怀念一起练习、表演的日子。
我怀念你的歌声。怎么我以前总是不珍惜！！！

我不知道我是不是太不好运，又给我知道了你本来也有感觉的。
但是那已经是很多个月前的事，怎么我那么迟～！！！
怎么你不出手？！死白痴～！！

我相信你以后的女朋友会很幸福，因为你是公认的好人。
真心希望你幸福～

火星三冠王-正式结束

出席了今天的Explorer Graduation Day，我感到很感慨。
很多人为了要演出成功，拼了命付出，当中成长了许多。
我收到了一封信，一封淑云（Drama里的Maria）写给我的信。
很感动，他真的是一位观察能力强的人。
信的内容是这样的...

Hsin Ni

希望你收到这封信时不会觉得太过突然啦。
真的真的很感谢你来我们的毕业典礼。不知道
为什么，虽然我们算不上认识很久，但是我觉
得你的出席对我来讲真的很重要。

不知道你是不是也很享受《火星三冠王》这场演出呢？
我看见你的电话屏幕也放着它的字眼，听说你的Blog里面也有
叻？虽然我经常都唱走调，但是呢，你依然很肯教我。如
果不是你，我想连音也唱走了呢！哈哈...

老实说，你那天的演出真的感动了人，而我相信你会感动到
自己。我朋友的妈，看了表演后也哭了，你知道吗？在你们
身上让我看到，容易感动的人真的挺幸福的。

我不知道应该说是缘分的关系，还是因为我们Explore的关系而
把我们拉在一起了。但是，我自己真的很珍惜、很看重
我们相处的时候。那一种大家好像傻婆般坐在后台
等的感觉，那种在后台准备就要出场的感觉....
当然！不包括你抽我水的感觉！

我好想感谢你，但是我不知道我可以做些什么给你，而我们
亦不会经常见面。所以我选择了写一大堆东西，希望以后
你快乐、伤心时也可以和我分享分享，我会挺你的！

真的谢谢你，让我有机会做你的朋友。

With love,
Cloud
淑云

看完后真的很感动，我觉得很高兴因为有人关心我。
我也很高兴认识你，淑云。你是个很成熟的人，你也让我学习了～
我爱你～！

Memorable

Just feel like can't let this memorable moment go away...
I miss you guys.
Hope this feeling will not kill me from can't do well in studies.
I love you guys.

失望

等不到他的行动，我只好放弃咯～！
我喜欢你！

The King of Mars 火星三冠王

完成了～完成了～完成了～！！！
心里总有很多很多喜乐与伤感。
能够顺利完成那么成功的演出，真的有太多太多的人要感谢。
谢谢张老师帮我争取妈妈的角色，我太喜欢了～！！
谢谢邢老师创作美丽的曲子给予《火星三冠王》，让剧活了起来。
谢谢女高音们，大家互相扶持一同走到《火星三冠王》的终点。
谢谢筱瑞、缘慧、Felicia、静颍、家阳、毅泓、伟贤、家豪、Yee Woon、Boon Chen······
他们真的协助我不少，不然我真的不懂怎么唱演。时常鼓励我，谢谢～！
谢谢小瓜们给了在他们身上学习的机会，他们虽然年纪小，但是思想比我想象的成熟多了。
尤其是小贤，十一岁，他说话与一般十一岁男生是不一样的。

很开心，因为我觉得这次又是另一个很宝贵的人生经验。
我学习有感情的唱、演妈妈、演唱时对partner的信任、瞬间爱上戏剧里的老公、投入感情、灯光走位、录音、与不同身份的人对话···学到了互相扶持、保护、关心、纪律。最重要是学到了学习。怎么学习才是最重要的！

我很高兴，我能够在戏里真的投入感情。虽然有了感情声音会不稳，但是老师说的对，感动所有的观众才是重点。我做到了～我先感动自己，在感动观众。虽然没有看到每一个都感动到哭，但是我看见了某些，还有我的妹妹也被我感动了。我是觉得很开心的。我成功将我想带出的讯息传达给观众。

这是我人生另一个高峰。谢谢！

The Dark Knight - JOKER

Wow, just can't help myself to stop loving him.
He is so 型...~!!!!

赞赏

从小我就很喜欢被称赞，我觉得赞赏是很好听而又有推动力的语句。

Appreciation

Learned to appreciate everything and everybody.

Sun-U life

To motivate myself everyday to study at least 1 hour..I did this.
An Agreement. with a witness, Ting Lily, my course mate.

I wrote that I must study at least 1 hour one day (in fact, I studied more than 3 hours almost everyday.) If I didn't study, I'll got punished by cannot go back home on the weekend. Which I won't allow myself to do that, I have to go home every week. I'll study~




This is Mr. Boney Jones. Our class' skeleton, assistant of my Anatomy & Physiology lecturer. hehe.




This is my course mate, class leader, Nicole.
She is very responsible, she sacrifices her time for the sake of photocopying notes for us.
Love her very much. Muackz~
I love this photo..don't know why we pose using the kns hat and kns highlighter.




Sometimes I feel very bored as no males in my class.
Yi Jun bought a magazine and I found this page~
I brought this magazine to everywhere I study, which help me to boost up my energy level a bit.
He looks so darn adorable.. Love him~

Volley Ball

I played volley ball week before last week.
I hit the ball...until my skin like rashes.. haha..

Hate

He told me something that I dislike the most.
How can he tell me that...?!!

录音 - DJW Production

18位members去了录音。
这是我人生第一次录音，感觉还真不错。
可是，可能认为这是个新经验，大家都只是带着尝试新东西的心情，却忘了要认真～
录音很贵，一小时要100令吉。
我们今天浪费了4小时来录一首曲子。真糟糕～
我们还有22首曲子要录，不知道还要花多少钱...shit~

我们录的曲子是 E-Major。
4个Soprano（Xiao Rui，静颖，Felicia和我）到录音室录音，感觉就是去到一间很神秘的房，不知经过了多少道门才进入了录音室。
进到里头去，看见麦克风就站在前面，准备唱。
却不知道要戴上Headphone，哈哈～

录音时只觉得听不见自己的声音，当我遇到这样的情况时，我就会不时担心自己的pitching。
还好，没有犯很major的mistake。只是声音太大太厚和低频，稍微flat flat，但是还可以。
只是女高音部分都用了1小时，太恐怖了～！
有几个部分，几个小节，我们重复又重复了很多遍，让曲子可以更完美的～

下星期，还有22首曲子在等我们～哦买糕
加油～！

暧昧

“暧昧让人受尽委屈..”
没有名分

Present from my uncle

Received a very nice present from my uncle, really happy.
(I didn't receive any present from him before..) Lagi shock plus happy.

Sony NWD-B103F.
Love it. It is violet in colour.

Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you to you

When You Believe - M.Carey W.Houston

J.CO donut

Ms. Ann is my English Language lecturer.
She is very youthful although she almost approaches age of 40.
She enjoys nice foods too.
She always introduce us to new and nice foods around Sunway but we don't have money to enjoy good foods, we are poor, until everyday only eat veges only.
She really feels sad to hear that we don't really eat balanced diet everyday.

Today, we had our very first test..(so fast right?)
We just studied for 25 days only, now got test..
Ms. Ann sms-ed Nicole (our course leader) to ask us stay behind after exam.
When we saw she at outside of our class (TR10).. We immediately ask her to come in.
She said "Hi~"
We replied "Hi~"
Then, she put something on a table in a J.CO plastic bag.
Sharkz, she bought donuts for everyone of us.
Can't imagine she is so generous and kind to us. Love her, man~!

I ate the Alcapone flavour. Delicious~ Slurp.

Location - CL1.6

First time using Sunway's computer.. hehe...
Quite fun here... with everybody typing *click click click*..
What a nice environment... hehe..
*Shooo* Secretly tell you, the guy infront of me..quite lengzai.. hehe~!!!

The King of Mars 火星三冠王

希望你们都可以来捧捧场。
是我第一次尝试歌剧，来吧～！！
我们将带你到火星帝国去！

日期：22/23 Aug '08
时间：晚上八时正
地点：Actor's Studio, Bangsar Shopping Complex
票价：RM60 RM150

爱得比较深 - 陈淑桦

I love you forever
我从不否认
可是当爱已失去了信任
何不了了这缘分
我常常凭感觉
去爱一个人
但是我害怕到最后没有了爱
只剩下恨

不想再为谁留一盏灯
不会再为谁紧闭心门
真心还在 天空还在
人可以活得简单
不必问谁爱得比较深
傻的要谁来承认
无欲无求的心情 不会冷
不会心冷

你明白了吗
没有永远不谢的花
你明白了吗
心愿不必寄在天上
你明白了吗
自己就是自己的家
虽然现实令我沮丧 却不失望

I love you forever
我从不否认
虽然还记得爱情会伤人
心中不会有恨
晚安我的爱人
也许你也在等
但愿有一天你和我都能完成
所谓的缘分

One of Us

If God had a face what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that
You would have to believe in things
Like heaven and in Jesus and the saints
And all the prophets

And Yeah yeah God is great
Yeah Yeah God is good
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home

And Yeah Yeah God is great
Yeah Yeah God is good
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Just trying to make his way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody calling on the phone
Just trying to make his way home
Just trying to make his way home

停止

直到我的任务完毕，我会退出。
我不会告诉你我的想法，时间和理由。

你到底想怎样？！

明明就有感觉，怎么还不出手？
怎么忍心让我一个人孤孤单单？
很苦耶！

我等，等到八月尾。
再不出手的话，不止对你感到失望，
我也不会原谅你。