思念

公公因行動不方便和需定時洗腎不能與婆婆一起攜手出國旅行。
已經三天三夜沒有相見，公公盼到頸都長了。

阿姨看出公公渾身不舒服，很無助也很寂寞。
公公也對阿姨說明白他想婆婆，想她快些回來。

公公忍不住偷偷地流下了眼淚。

Transferred

Transferred to OT 15/12/2011.

Currently still learning in IVF OT.
I hope I will excel in this area.
Really never thought about it.

Please continue to motivate me~

Appreciation

Thanks to all MS members and my dear Coco.
You all are the best!

Thank you!

人才

我們是要培育出廣布的人才，不是文化的人才。

我還在消化。

Random

He. He is always the one.

What he says, what he does, why does he smile, why does he frown.
All is just about him.

He affects my life a lot, I want to help him, I want to assist him, I want to learn a lot a lot from him.

If and only if he is not in bad mood.

Chance to Learn

"So, you think I like you or don't like you?"

"I don't know worr."

My aunt taught me to answer, "I don't know what you mean by 'like' but I think you gave me a chance to learn."

怎麼辦

我很需要智慧。

需要智慧去作決定。

太多顧慮了。

I saw his smile

I am very lucky that he doesn't anti-me.
Everybody says he always get angry and physically shows anger.

Yes, I saw this side of him on my second day of work itself but till now he has not say a word in high tone in front of me.

He is someone who explains and says 'thank you' after each favour he asked.
He does work in perfect ways, clean, accurate, never rush, and not putting anyone at risks and complications.
He advises people in need and helps to detect and solve potential problems.

I told him, "I wish I can learn from you". I really hope he will still treat me as good as now.

I miss you all so much!!!!

Apart

I can't believe I am leaving.
I hope you hold me, and you moved my heart with that sentence, man.

I hope you will still remember me, my name.

Moved Shifted Transferred

Fertility Centre coming Monday.

All of you, definitely will be missed.

Impression

I am very proud of where I was being trained.
I told everybody I am trained in Sunway University and SunMed was my posting hospital mostly.

I portray myself the best in front of staffs, managers, consultants, directors and of course the big boss there.
It seems, some of them there have already impressed by us, the four of us.

In conjunction with this company's mission and vision, let's continue to strive for customers' satisfaction. Deliver our best skills and services!

I wanna be proud to say, I work in TMC with a proud tone in the not far future.

A Whole New World

Started my working life and I am still trying to perform the best in my department.

I am asked to stay in this department because of Chinese languages I speak and now I am the only Chinese there. Staffs told me, "You can enjoy your Chinese New Year till Chap Goh Meh". I am happy with the working hours and the amount of holidays I have but in my entire Diploma in Nursing course, has not taught me how to be a clinic nurse.

Clinic, what a place!

We Will Meet Again

No more sleeping under the same roof, no more sharing same washroom, no more making noise together when watching PPS..but we have togetherness within our heart.

We have own characters, bad habits but all of us accept each other throughout these years. Tough sustaining a relationship but we succeed, we did it well.

You all will be missed, always.

We will meet again someday, somewhere.

15 June 2011

I was having my Nursing license examination in City University College. Hmm, this paper represents I am going to end my student life. A paper to test that how well I master this field.

I think all of us will graduate as a Staff Nurse in 2 weeks time. Congratulations in advance, comrades!

Thanks for those who wished me for my exam.

Recent Me

每一首都感覺到喜悅，每一首都非常感動。
久石讓，你很厲害！

【NONE】

只能說我的額頭越來越光了。





那也就只好放劉海，不再動它咯～

明白但不能體諒

有一位middle adulthood的病人，他進院看腸胃專科。
他的脾氣真的非常不好。

我學過，這是grief的一種。
Grieving，因為他失去了健康。

他動不動就破口大罵，我可以明白。
因為anger是grief的第二的階段。

我了解他那樣暴躁的行為，
但是我真的很難不被他影響。

看來，體諒是我接下來的目標。

我們

喜悅。

Diverged roads

Drawing above is a composition of Ming and it shows exactly the feeling I have lately.
Especially after I heard a sentence from her, my recently-good-friend.

Loyalty or experience? Easy or busy?

ICU posting

Today will be my last day in ICU, if the following schedule I am not assigned to this department again.

There are too many to learn in a day. I feel very tired (mentally) even only the names of the machines and devices. ICU is so different from Medical-surgical wards.

Life supports, inotropes, detailed until 1ml of fluid also cannot afford to miss out.
Patient's from tip of the hair till the nail of the toe are yours, this is what we called as 'Holy nursing care'.

So far, I am still very into this department. Especially come to patient's family members.
The way to convey message and understand their grieving process.





Dined in Garden lifestyle store and cafe.
Photo taken by Ming.

美好的回憶|現實的殘酷

只能說今天太多stimuli刺激我了。

怎麼辦？完全沒有頭緒。我不要那樣……



我要繼續找還是放棄那渺茫的機會？

媽媽說：“那也不一定是壞事”，難道我真的該放下自己？



腦裡滿是回憶，心中浮現了旋律。

“說了再見卻發現再也見不到 我不能就這樣失去你微笑……”





在Hoe Moi + Chung Han 的結婚儀式（被拍到）



5年前的我說過：“我要在10年後結婚！”

現在的我說：“看起來再另一個十年吧……”

我的歌單

又學著新歌……

Mandy Moore 的 Only Hope，超好聽的。
Olivia Ong 的 You and Me，也是正學著的歌～

我喜歡充滿音樂的世界！

Management Nursing

Started my very first management posting last Monday, 28th February 2011. As it is still new to me, I was tagged with the in charge of the shift. I am very happy that all the in charge I tagged to are very friendly and super willing to teach me everything they know. These days I was working happily due to the conducive learning environment I had.

What are the things that in charge do?
* Ward rounds to check on patients for complains and health progress
*Follow Dr.'s ward rounds to know the plans and changes made
*Admission, transfer in and out, discharge and home leave processes
*Liaise with other departments for procedures planned for patients


I am happy that management (in charge) is my cup of tea. I love to be the in charge but not the writing and passing report parts. I dislike writing and talking in fast speed. ^^

Thanks to Suhana, Diana, Liza and Erin helped me to learn and absorb as much as I can!

Random Updates

Last few weeks I was busy dealing with few main assignments, which carried quite some weight.
Community Health Nursing assignment, Research assignment and Malaysian Studies assignment. Fortunately, I have whole bunch of course mates always being very understanding and helpful.

Credits to Visalini, Wan Nor Ainni, Choo Ming Ming, Chong Min Huei, Cheah Yi Jun, Amy Tan, Cheok Ai Li, Engina Low, Vemala and Banupreah. They did great job and tolerated me throughout the process.

I am now in a more relax mode! Yeah!





Attached an ugly photo of mine to entertain you!

Happy weekend, all!

Answered Prayers

I've been waiting for the call for more than 2 weeks.
A call that tells me: "Congratulation, Hsin Ni. You are selected to be involved in the musical!"

Since the week before CNY, I carried my cellphone along and it almost grow roots on my right hand. Unfortunately or maybe fortunately, it hardly rings.

After the duration of 2 weeks, I have accepted the fact that I am not selected to be one of the actress in the musical. Hmm, I can't understand, I asked for a busy life but it turns out nothing.
I was wondering, is it fortunate or not.

........................................................................................

For my Nursing life,
I pray for good schedules and arrangements.

Ming, Huei, Banu and me always wish to get a chance to have a management training at our own hospital, TMC. Months ago, everybody keeps telling us: "We will try our best to arrange four of you to TMC for management posting." We never lose our faith in them. We believe they will do their best for us.

After the management posting schedule has published, we felt disappointed and underwent few grief stages, the anger, bargain and acceptance. I don't want SMC~

..........................................................................................

Today, I went home early with the help of Huei.
I slept for few hours and awaken by the stimulation on my olfactory sense, food!
After wash up, I saw my cellphone shows 'You have 10 missed calls'.

Oh, what happened?
Suddenly 3 people were searching for me.
I called back one by one and all of them were good news for me.

1. I am selected.
2. My management posting will be at TMC!




Thanks! Thanks to all related people!
I'll make sure I will cherish all I have with zero complain.

Thanks for giving me chances.
Thanks for letting me to grab my chances.
I am happy that my efforts gained rewards.

她的愛

她說，
他是她的理想中的男人。
有魄力、有非凡的領導能力。

時常懷念著當初經常聯絡的時候。
懷念著一起成為一個節目組的時候。
懷念著他把她的名字寫得沒有事物能夠媲美。
她會不經意的表露出想念的笑容。

過了一段時間，
他的好，他的笑，
她依然念念不忘。

終於，
在一個聚會上他們再一次相見。

但是，
人事已非。
他好像變成了陌生人。

他……

她說，
美好的回憶與現實的事實在開戰。
不知那一邊會取得勝利。

觀看搞笑片都想哭泣。
心脹好像不再有規律的跳動著。

他讓她受傷了。
她為他受傷了。

珍惜

有的人你用一輩子疼惜她都不夠，她是誰？
什麼人能夠有這樣特別的權利擁有你一生的愛也都還不夠？

答案就是媽媽。


在我的字典裡，媽媽是全世界。
她說的每一句話，每一個舉動，每一番責備都是給我們營養，讓我們成為大家都喜愛的人。
跟我有7分熟以上的朋友都知道我在2010年面對了我一生人第一次經歷的大難。

仔細的情節已經不能夠用文字來代替。
原來，一旦沒有了她，我就會成為正式的孤兒了。
因為她是我的全世界。


現在，能夠聽見她的嘮叨，她的責備我也非常開心，因為……我還有她。
媽咪，我不曾對你說“我愛你”，媽咪，我愛你！

智慧

曾為他作出自私的祈求目標，因為我已經不知道要怎麼處理自己的思緒了。
我覺得那樣是對的，因為我輸不起，我不是一個容易認輸的人。

感謝一位婦人部，她那一番話鼓勵我很多，提供我更好的祈求方法。
當然，依照她的方法，我漸漸覺得我太傻，真的很傻。


原來放棄執著能夠擁有更多。八年後，我終於懂了。

ICU

I have asked permission from mummy and she allows me to dream to become an ICU specialized nurse. Thanks for your support, mummy! Muackz~!

我的使命

謝謝給過我教訓、鼓勵、支持與稱讚的同志們。
雖然我還不確定我能不能為這組而下承諾，但是我會努力支持。

謝謝你們不曾放棄我，謝謝你們珍惜我，謝謝你們包容我。

Intensive Care Nursing

Started my Intensive Care Nursing subject this sem.
My lecturer and the content boost my interest towards this line.

My first choice : ICU
Second choice: Midwifery
Third choice: Accident and Emergency