Music is not allowed

I was not allowed to study music.

I was not allowed to participate GMTT. We quarreled everytime when she fetched me to prac.

Concert, she mad as I took leaves for the event.

Now, when everything's done. She stopped me from participating GMTT again.

She stopped me from participating the auditions.

She always call me just for scolding and ask me to quit this and that.

"You want to become 'missi' or what?"

"Don't always join this join that, concentrate on studies. People sponsored you." (I am doing very good in college, I am managing well, why should I stop music?)

"Why you study 'missi'? Better study music la." (You are the one doesn't allow me to study music. Now what?)

I lost everything in music.

I am not happy.