SPM

I admit, I didn't really put efforts on my form 4 studies but I felt I'm getting excited to face my SPM. I think it might the reason of tuitioning in PTK(pusat tuisyen kasturi)..It gives me courage to face SPM and guidelines to study. I love my tuition teachers..(I suddenly felt that I'm getting smarter and smarter..) haha!!!

20 people...

Name 20 people you can think of

01. ngan meng
02. grace
03. kar king
04. qiyan
05. siang nin
06. how yuen
07. koon poh
08. mel
09. koon hoe
10. see heen
11. kang ying
12. sook siah
13. ke yuan
14. yoong yang
15. keith
16. xing yi
17. partical
18. mei teng
19. sheng yuen
20. yee lin

How did u meet #14? +yoong yang
-in secondary school, form 1.. ady same class for 3yrs + next yr= 4yrs

What would your life be if u haven’t met #1? +ngan meng
-I don't have her to share my thoughts..

What would u do if #20 and #9 dated? +yee lin and koon hoe
-whuahahaha..impossible..koon hoe is married and yeelin has boyfriend..

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? +how yuen and partical
-a bit impossible too.. partical doesn't like guy that same age with her..

Describe #3. +kar king
-he is a very observant. he is a good listener yet good adviser. he brings laughter to RC also to the 4+1 in love. I like him very much~^^ he is a good photographer too.

Do you think #6 is attractive? +how yuen
-absolutely yes. he is very smart and potential in most of the thing. he tells jokes those can make you LTRF(laugh till rolling floor).. he does everything seriously.

Tell me something about #8. +mel
-she is a very good leader and a good teacher. she tells interesting stories, shares her knowledges. I love talking to her.

Do you know anything about #12’s family? +sook siah
-I know her parents don't totally agree her relationship with her boyfriend.

What is #7’s favourite? +koon poh
-music?? sensei guidance??

What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you? +kang ying
-omg, I'll fainted directly.. we both are not lesbians.

What language does #15 speak? +keith
-mandarin, english, cantonese, italian, alien languages too..whuahahahahahaha!!

Who’s #9 going out with? +koon hoe
-mel of course

How old is #16? +xing yi
-she is my classmate. 16 lorr.

When was the last time you talked to #13? +ke yuan
-wow, long time ago.. before school holiday.

Who’s #2’s favourite singer? +grace
-I don't know leh..hehe

Would you date #4? +qi yan
-no.

Would you date #7? +koon poh
-for sure. whuahahahahahahaa!! he is a good guy leh. every girl 'lam' him so much.

Is #15 single? +keith
-I think yes.. he likes an actress, who is impossible for him to date.

What is #10’s last name? +see heen
-Ryan Chan See Heen.. heen lorr.

Would you consider being in a relationship with #19? +sheng yuen
-haha..wish to. just friend.. friendship.

What schools did #3 go to? +kar king
-monash??

Where does #6 live? +how yuen
-very very near from my house.. within walking distance.

What is your favourite thing about #5? +siang nin
-She is very clever and friendly kinda person. love her.

Wat do you think about #13? +ke yuan
-The most kind and lovely guy who I ever met.

What do #4 and #19 have in common? +qi yan and sheng yuan
-both name end with 'an'..haha.. they tell their real feelings..

What special qualities does #17 hold in your life? +partical
-She was my best buddy in form 2 and 3.

What is the most memorable memory you had with #18? +mei teng
-She shared her love story to me..

the Grand Piano~^^

Guess what...!! i played piano in IPA (illegally)..

In fact, today got a meeting at Choy Lai's house but no one's there..

I think i wrote the wrong date already. So, i just went to BK..

At first, i went to Choir Room to practise my piano or singing...but the door was looked, then i went to dorms..

kns... cannot masuk. All locked..

Whuahahahaha!!! IPA!!! Grand Piano's waiting for me!!!

That time i was like...a perompak.. i kept looking everywhere to confirm that no one is watching me.. haha!!

Oh my god!!! i played g.piano... love the sound of the g.piano. it was so niceeeeee...

I hope i manage to play accompaniment soon....(*v*)

青年三級考試

之前，我根本不想考這試，因爲之前的任用考試已把我弄到要死了。

三級考試（當然不是那種啦~）一定會比任用的難。我跨越不了自己。

因爲雁明和她哥哥的鼓勵下，我決定拿這試。

考試前，更明確地說應該是昨天前，我沒有碰過考試的質料，

可能是因爲我還怪雁明‘逼’我考試。

可是，因爲有了這考試，我才真正更深入地去閲讀學會的書刊、禦書...

謝謝雁明~！她還特地開一個study group.. 昨天和她，家勁一起讀書，很高興。

讀完，回到家后，我們互相鼓勵.. 很感動。

Flying Free.. ^\./^

do mi fa so so re' ti do'~
mi fa so la~ fa mi re~



today, i took out this song and start to play the accompaniment part, piano.
it is easier compare to others accompaniment and yet it is nice to listen.

i hope that i can become a accompanist for RC but i still have long journey to travel.
like last time, i did play the accompaniment part of 'Shenandoah'.
but when i combined with voice parts, damn!! i lost. i can't even play a full phrase.
fish!! i hope this 'Flying Free' can. i want to feel what accompanist feels.

面对

为了昨天的事，我真的重新算回自己对学生的付出有多少。
然后分析清楚谢老师（我的老板）要的是什么和很仔细地消化她所说的话。
昨天晚上，我准备了很多，甚至有多余，但还是有点怕面对谢老师。
今天，我又睡迟了，害到我的钱包飞走了十多块，因为我一定要乘搭的士了。
（钱包扁了很多。）当我到了补习中心，我根本站不稳，还差点跌倒。
当我进门，我的心..我的心跳到极快。然后，立即去跟谢老师道歉。
谢老师的反应是：“哈？为什么道歉？”她根本就没怪我...我刚才差点要吓死了。
上课时，很顺利，可能是因为那三位最难搞的兄弟没来吧！一切都很我的潜意识一样地进行着。
谢老师还称赞我叫到很好。开心死我了！！一切都过去了，我也成长了。

我...不知所措。

今天可以算是我今生难忘的一天，因为我成长了。
但，成长的过程...很不好受。今天是我教书的第四天，跟学生们上了英文课。
我竟然忘了带教书的资料去上课。就趁我吃早餐的时间赶快草草准备要教的东西。
本来，我以为教书是很容易的，随便想想就可以给他们做功课..其实，我已犯了错。
他们的父母亲把他们交给我们都是因为要他们学东西，增加知识，但我呢？草草准备就算。
都已经是第四堂课了，我都还没把他们的名字给背好，还不懂得控制他们的声量。我很差劲。
今天，谢老师（我的老板）终于顶不住我班学生的声量，乱乱喧哗，所以进班看个究竟。
她立刻知道问题出在我的身上。我准备的东西不够，不懂控制班，没心机教。当然，她有给我点脸色看，还当学生面前责问我。（写到这里时，突然很想哭。）
可是，谢老师并没有不理会我，还跟我对话咧！虽然她是天主教的，但是他们和SGM的宗旨是有很多共同点的。
1. 使用对话来解决问题。
2. 希望别人得到幸福
3. 不能只接受而不给

在这对话，我真的真的感到很难受，她在我没有心理准备之下直接坦率地讲出她的看法。
真的真的很难受。但是，我喜欢她，如果不是因为她，我可能还在继续间接地送学生们进火坑。
这不足以让我觉得今天是我今生难忘的日子，严重的事情现在才发生。
谢老师说：“跟学生们交谈可以拉近距离，不一定要常常戴着‘老师’的身份的。”
所以我就尽量把我跟学生们的距离拉近，有几位已成功了，但有三位你弄巧反拙了。
是拙到很严重，他们甚至兄弟打架，还放声叫我不要烦他。哇！当时我真的呆住了，我已心不在焉了。开始反省自己的行为，对他们的态度。很难过，很难过。
明天我还要面对他们的，很难面对。
我向来都不喜欢面对问题，而选择逃避问题，但这次不能了。我要跨越！
但，我又怕经不起。很想找个人劝我...

the Kofu Fund

since last two months, my mother, sis and I started making baskets and glass paintings.

these are some crafts that we sell there..


some of these visible crafts were made by my mother.

these are all for Kofu Fund, we do charity, no salary, charge...

(if you wanna see more crafts, go to this link..)

http://picasaweb.google.com/karking/RecycledCraft

yesterday, we started selling our crafts..

i didn't went to help yesterday as i had my piano lesson, i helped today.

i helped sticking prices, arranging bottles in creative ways, packing...

i'm happy that most of my glass painting sold out.

luckily got people appreciate my painting.

in directly, i helped SGM to collect fund too.. so happy.

the total of the Kofu Fund is RM 10535.90

these are all Women Division's efforts.. thank you, all mama!!

the 4+1 in love

kk and i felt like 4+1 in love is going to break...becomes 1+1+1+1+1 dy.
i feel so sad.. next year, grace, nganmeng and qiyan will busy working, studying.
left karking and i.. sad.

just now we create another group name, that consists only two of us..The Bassop.
we pronounce it as Bay-soap. why bassop?? haha!! because karking is bass and i am a soprano.
so, bass+soprano, bassop, whuahahahaha!!!

i really hope that before you all go, we go date.. i want to see you all properly..

remember you all punya faces, favourites...

i'll miss you all.. muack!!

燕子

燕子啊，

听我唱歌我心爱的燕子歌，

亲爱的，听我说一说，燕子啊！



燕子啊，

你的性情愉快亲切又活泼，

你的微笑好象星星在闪烁。







啊，眉毛弯弯眼睛亮，

脖子匀匀，头发长，

是我的姑娘，燕子啊！



燕子啊，

不要忘记你的诺言变了心，

我是你的，你是我的，

燕子啊！

great moment with him.

haha! he fetched me home again..
the love story starring by the DJs made our dialogue starts. good!!
it was a very lame love story, it made me laugh, i beh tahan..
"你究竟喜歡我嗎", "你結婚了?".. those sensitive questions..
oh my god, i was like...kanasai. haha!! luckily, he fast fast change channel.
then, he continued by saying "so 婆婆妈妈"...haha!!
we started asking questions, telling something, inviting...
he asked me whether i free this sunday morning.. haha!!
he offered to fetch me to Imbi to have breakfast with some friends.
then, he asked me go Chiong-K at Leisure Mall. i no need to spend a sen.
whuahahahaha, i was like...暗爽。
while talking to each other, we were kept on complaning the chinese language in the radio.
then, we kept repeating the funny words and wrong words..
haha!! he told me that he used to say double '了' when primary school.
"我吃饱了(liao)了(le)", "我们扫了(liao)了(le)".. kanasai.
i laughed until the car nearly explode. too loud. kns.
enjoy~!!

tomorrow- 7/12 will be a rush day..

yoyo!! love this feeling... i love rushing here and there...
tomorrow night, 8pm will have a Uruguay Tango performance in WKGCC.
















we, chamber, will perform in that event. i'm so happy...
tomorrow i'm working.. from 9-6pm. so it is a bit rush for me to go GCC in time.
i'll reach there 7.15pm (the earliest).. i have to do my vocalization in the bus. haha~!!
tomorrow i'll take bus from Sg. Besi Indah to Balakong, Balakong to Maluri, Maluri to Jln Bkt. Bintang... wish me luck.

go to this link to view more photos
http://picasaweb.google.com/seeheen/TangoNightPerformance

where can i find myself??

weird title. like 'bian tai'...
erm, last time, when i was answering the bulletin from friendster..
a question asks, do you like to perform on stage? facing audience??
then, i thought for awhile.. singing, performing, facing audience..
these are where and how can i find myself.. i find my value and mission.
i like singing, performing.. i have self-confidence when i do these thing.

ptk-pusat tuisyen kasturi

i went there by KTM Serdang. wow, my first time sitting Komuter.. hehe.. i was so 'gan jiong'.. don't know where to buy ticket, where to wait the Komuter.. finally, Komuter came with slow speed.. kanasai, i thought it is very fast like LRT. haiz!!! (naive me).. erm... then, i reached Stesyen Kuala Lumpur (where ptk located)..i baru sedar i forgot to bring money... omg, how how?? haiz!! (so mung.. go eat prawn larr).. so, i went to Mid Valley to find my aunty to rescue me, i asked her to lend me RM 100. kns... why like that one... i wasted RM 2 to go back to MV and back to Stesyen Kuala Lumpur again.. my aunty treated me lunch.. great.

ptk got 2 centres in KL. one is for aliran sastera and one for aliran sains... kns, so good. split two pulak. kl(2) is the science stream ones and it is nicer compared to the kl(1), arts stream ones. it is like hotel. with lift. then, classrooms..wow, like hospital pulak. haha!! wow, the feel is there. erm... then, when i finished daftar (3rd floor), i go to ground floor by lift. i saw a guy was smiling in front of mirror inside the lift.. omg, so 'fish'.. we pretended nothing happened.. haha!! then, when i masuk, i also smiling in front of the mirror.. haha!! gila.. (he left some 'zi lian' virus there..) hehe...

i'm now at my mummy's office.. writing blog.