今天，特地提早一小时到GMTT练习，练好我比较不熟悉的parts。
一直练习，练习，终于轮到我要开始‘表演’给老师看，给她修正。
但是，因为我演得没表情加上我有点不认真的态度（说了不该说的一句话），老师深深的责骂我一顿。我的确伤了老师的心，她责骂的很严厉。最后，我说了：“我会努力。”代替了我的歉意。
心情开始不稳定，眼眶也隐隐有水。我努力忍着眼泪，不让它流下。
但在我唱“你从来都不知道”的头几句时，眼泪不断流着，声音也变了。最后，我也唱不下去。
稍等了几秒，平复心情后，我还是含着泪带着哭声唱歌，演戏。我相信状况不好还是要把戏演完，这是个专业演唱者的精神。我正一步一步的学习。
很高兴有人关心我，问候我。
心里想了一下，才发现每个人的心里都有一个很软弱的，不敢被触碰的地方。
今天我碰到了，感觉很痛苦。但是我相信，今天的痛苦会换来别日的掌声，代表成功胜利。
我付出了代价，我很满意今天的我。
Saturday, July 05, 2008
我心中的那个新欢
他的温柔、
他的关怀、
他的体贴、
他的包容、
他的专一、
他的认真、
他的口吻、
他的穿着、
他的外貌、
它的高度、
他的发型、
他的才华、
他的一切一切
都是我无法抵挡的魅力。
他让我懂得思念，
懂得谅解，
懂得释怀，
懂得暧昧。
我对他有好感。
Friday, July 04, 2008
School of Health and Natural Sciences (SHNS) - Diploma in Nursing
I am the pioneer of the Diploma in Nursing in Sun-U. There are only 29 of us studying Diploma in Nursing, a very small group of us. Next month we will have our juniors come and join us and it might open to international students. I am looking forward to it. *giggle* Imagine, you have a Nigerian as your junior. That's so exciting!
Thursday, 030708 started our very first class in a very small room, called TR10. Ms. Jaya was our invited guest for the first class and lectured about Principles and Practice of Nursing (PPN). She gave fantastic talk on that day. I really have very clear concept about what Nursing is. It is tougher than what I thought initially.
Another happy thing I want to share is about the closeness among my comrades, the Nursing students. That is we are so open to change our clothes in front of each other, walking only with towel (only towel oh), saying "Just now I pupu, so the toilet is smelly." *tongue*
We can share about very private things, very sensitive issues without any 掩饰, which I love the most. We can share our religion practices, teachings and we respect each other's belief. Suddenly thought of a phrase of lyrics of Harmony in Diversities, which is "We help, we care, we share our love in sincerity." It suits so much to our values in staying harmonious with roommates, house mates.
Besides, I love the study environment in Sun-U with a Tun Hussein Onn Library. I can immediately finish my assignments within few days. I love it. Study with no distraction at all.
Love,
Hsinni.Alice
040708
2315
Thursday, 030708 started our very first class in a very small room, called TR10. Ms. Jaya was our invited guest for the first class and lectured about Principles and Practice of Nursing (PPN). She gave fantastic talk on that day. I really have very clear concept about what Nursing is. It is tougher than what I thought initially.
Another happy thing I want to share is about the closeness among my comrades, the Nursing students. That is we are so open to change our clothes in front of each other, walking only with towel (only towel oh), saying "Just now I pupu, so the toilet is smelly." *tongue*
We can share about very private things, very sensitive issues without any 掩饰, which I love the most. We can share our religion practices, teachings and we respect each other's belief. Suddenly thought of a phrase of lyrics of Harmony in Diversities, which is "We help, we care, we share our love in sincerity." It suits so much to our values in staying harmonious with roommates, house mates.
Besides, I love the study environment in Sun-U with a Tun Hussein Onn Library. I can immediately finish my assignments within few days. I love it. Study with no distraction at all.
Love,
Hsinni.Alice
040708
2315
Monday, June 30, 2008
妈妈
我的努力，终于得到了结果。
唱功，也终于得到肯定。
我真的很开心～
接下来的演出，我将饰演妈妈角色，也就是主角的妈妈。
第一女主角～！！
“序曲” - 全体人员
“你在想些什么？” - 儿子，妈妈
“你从来都不知道” - 烟囱（爸爸），妈妈
“你从来都不知道 remix 意乱情迷” - 烟囱，妈妈， 以前的爸爸，妈妈
“你和我和他和他” - 家人
“火星王中王” - 儿子，妈妈
“大合唱-人间有希望” （不清楚歌名）- 全体演员
“E major” - 全体演员
都是我要学的歌。
全部歌曲我都没有歌谱的，除了毅泓给我的“你从来都不知道”和“E major”。
那我是怎么学的呢？就是靠MP3，实在去年他们演出时录的。
从星期五晚上十点听到昨晚凌晨四点，已经有点想呕的感觉了。
歌曲部分我还是觉得比较能够掌握，我比较弱的是演技。
星期六那天我们开始对戏，排演。
平时对跟儿子唱的“你想些什么？”很熟，唱得朗朗上口。
但是在加上演的时候，我根本顾不了歌词，音准，拍子。
当全部东西乱了，我已经都不懂我要演些什么。
真的很困难。
当心里比较没有很紧张时，我在演跟烟囱吵架。
在台上，什么眼神，动作，声量都要夸张。
这样多双眼睛看着我，我又脑袋空白了。
当晚根本没做好妈妈的角色，而且还得了“最烂演技第二名”。
我想哭了啦～！！！
老师说的对，看重自己饰演的角色，把他的角色演起来。
老师，我会的～ 星期六，你会看到不一样的我！
唱功，也终于得到肯定。
我真的很开心～
接下来的演出，我将饰演妈妈角色，也就是主角的妈妈。
第一女主角～！！
“序曲” - 全体人员
“你在想些什么？” - 儿子，妈妈
“你从来都不知道” - 烟囱（爸爸），妈妈
“你从来都不知道 remix 意乱情迷” - 烟囱，妈妈， 以前的爸爸，妈妈
“你和我和他和他” - 家人
“火星王中王” - 儿子，妈妈
“大合唱-人间有希望” （不清楚歌名）- 全体演员
“E major” - 全体演员
都是我要学的歌。
全部歌曲我都没有歌谱的，除了毅泓给我的“你从来都不知道”和“E major”。
那我是怎么学的呢？就是靠MP3，实在去年他们演出时录的。
从星期五晚上十点听到昨晚凌晨四点，已经有点想呕的感觉了。
歌曲部分我还是觉得比较能够掌握，我比较弱的是演技。
星期六那天我们开始对戏，排演。
平时对跟儿子唱的“你想些什么？”很熟，唱得朗朗上口。
但是在加上演的时候，我根本顾不了歌词，音准，拍子。
当全部东西乱了，我已经都不懂我要演些什么。
真的很困难。
当心里比较没有很紧张时，我在演跟烟囱吵架。
在台上，什么眼神，动作，声量都要夸张。
这样多双眼睛看着我，我又脑袋空白了。
当晚根本没做好妈妈的角色，而且还得了“最烂演技第二名”。
我想哭了啦～！！！
老师说的对，看重自己饰演的角色，把他的角色演起来。
老师，我会的～ 星期六，你会看到不一样的我！
Chamber class
Attended chamber class yesterday at 陈氏书院..
It was quite special class for me..as I already missed most of the classes this year.
Everything my teacher, 岑老师 taught yesterday was the first time for me.
It is a new concept of singing, choir singing.
He took very long time to teach us to sing..oh no, not sing but blow our voice in above our 头腔 and without using 口腔 to create a voice that easily blend with other voices.
Doing this is not easy.
Using this blend voice to sing in choir, the effect is creating a 'voom' power above our head, under the ceiling. This 'voom' power can make audience 起鸡皮疙瘩 but the difficult thing is...持续, sustain the 'voom' power.
岑老师 started vocalize us by using 'throwing stone' voice, which is pitch from high to low, where our position from high to higher, using 'LU'.
Making this blend voice requires togetherness in every member.
If one failed to make the blend voice and it causes the 'voom' power burst.
When our voice was mature enough to run a song, which is 'Sakura', I was so shocking about the effect. I was like just cannot believe we made it.
The 'voom' power is just above my head and it is very nice.
Due to most of us were not in good health, we failed to sustaining the 'voom' power.
This phrase "Sakura, Sakura, Yayoino sorawa." In exact, this 4 bars, 岑老师 used 1 hour to help us complete it with the blend voice and also with the 'voom' power.
In fact, the effect still not very very good, it can be polished and make it more perfect.
岑老师 told us, 田小宝老师 more geng, one very short phrase can practice for 4-5hours.
岑老师 imitating 田老师's speaking style and say “不行，再来。不行，再来。”hahahaha...
田老师 is the one who doing research on this blend voice and the 'voom' power effect.
岑老师 spend more over 5 digits to attend 田老师's class and now teaching us for only 35bucks/4classes.
Teacher asked us to change our concept in singing.
It is not easy as Sunday mornings we are using normal traditional singing style but Sunday evenings we use blend voice. Quite...难做到.
Nevermind, who you can do this, you practice ba~!!
Create a new concept of choral singing.
It was quite special class for me..as I already missed most of the classes this year.
Everything my teacher, 岑老师 taught yesterday was the first time for me.
It is a new concept of singing, choir singing.
He took very long time to teach us to sing..oh no, not sing but blow our voice in above our 头腔 and without using 口腔 to create a voice that easily blend with other voices.
Doing this is not easy.
Using this blend voice to sing in choir, the effect is creating a 'voom' power above our head, under the ceiling. This 'voom' power can make audience 起鸡皮疙瘩 but the difficult thing is...持续, sustain the 'voom' power.
岑老师 started vocalize us by using 'throwing stone' voice, which is pitch from high to low, where our position from high to higher, using 'LU'.
Making this blend voice requires togetherness in every member.
If one failed to make the blend voice and it causes the 'voom' power burst.
When our voice was mature enough to run a song, which is 'Sakura', I was so shocking about the effect. I was like just cannot believe we made it.
The 'voom' power is just above my head and it is very nice.
Due to most of us were not in good health, we failed to sustaining the 'voom' power.
This phrase "Sakura, Sakura, Yayoino sorawa." In exact, this 4 bars, 岑老师 used 1 hour to help us complete it with the blend voice and also with the 'voom' power.
In fact, the effect still not very very good, it can be polished and make it more perfect.
岑老师 told us, 田小宝老师 more geng, one very short phrase can practice for 4-5hours.
岑老师 imitating 田老师's speaking style and say “不行，再来。不行，再来。”hahahaha...
田老师 is the one who doing research on this blend voice and the 'voom' power effect.
岑老师 spend more over 5 digits to attend 田老师's class and now teaching us for only 35bucks/4classes.
Teacher asked us to change our concept in singing.
It is not easy as Sunday mornings we are using normal traditional singing style but Sunday evenings we use blend voice. Quite...难做到.
Nevermind, who you can do this, you practice ba~!!
Create a new concept of choral singing.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Kung Fu Panda
Finally~ watched this with my dear friend, Teh Sarah.
Had really good time watching movie and eating spaggetti with her.
She is not available..she has Axxx. hehe... wish her luck~
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Folio Designer Edition
Yesterday was my last day of working in Folio, TS.
You guys will be missed~!!!
Love my supervisor, Miki.
She taught me how to serve customers, display items and a English word 'CAB'. hehe~ She is a very flexible person, love to work with her.
Love my knowledgeable, Sharina.
She speaks wonderful English language. She had wonderful result in SPM. She has a wonderful boyboy from Singapore. She has wonderful cameras from LOMO series. She is a wonderful friend of mine.
Love my ex-colleague, Wendy.
She is a very fun person to talk with, maybe she is same age as me.. We have more commons. Her boyboy very lengzai, look like Jack Tan.
Love my lenglui colleague, Julia.
First first thought that she is a Malay, haha..no no, she is from KK, mixed some orang asli races there. She is very kind-hearted person and a good friend to play with. She cooked soup and chicken for me to eat, always 'tapao' very cheap economy rice for me.
Love my new colleague, Ellen.
She is very mature yet cute girl. I learn many love lessons from her. She has many secret admirers, she is not available. hehe~
Oh, sorry..just realized all my colleagues are not available. hehe... Think of me ba~!!
You guys will be missed~!!!
Love my supervisor, Miki.
She taught me how to serve customers, display items and a English word 'CAB'. hehe~ She is a very flexible person, love to work with her.
Love my knowledgeable, Sharina.
She speaks wonderful English language. She had wonderful result in SPM. She has a wonderful boyboy from Singapore. She has wonderful cameras from LOMO series. She is a wonderful friend of mine.
Love my ex-colleague, Wendy.
She is a very fun person to talk with, maybe she is same age as me.. We have more commons. Her boyboy very lengzai, look like Jack Tan.
Love my lenglui colleague, Julia.
First first thought that she is a Malay, haha..no no, she is from KK, mixed some orang asli races there. She is very kind-hearted person and a good friend to play with. She cooked soup and chicken for me to eat, always 'tapao' very cheap economy rice for me.
Love my new colleague, Ellen.
She is very mature yet cute girl. I learn many love lessons from her. She has many secret admirers, she is not available. hehe~
Oh, sorry..just realized all my colleagues are not available. hehe... Think of me ba~!!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
不懂什么pose
爱丽丝 - Kin Yang （不好意思，不懂他的华文名字）
这张照片是昨晚拍的也就是第二场的演出。
男生们的制服很像我中学的巡查员们的制服。嘻！
只差在没有校徽...
昨晚，不懂天气真么那么的热，连tissue粘在额头上都不掉下来。
这个造型引起了Kin Yang....对新事物感兴趣的心，做了一样的造型。
还特别叫雁明帮我们拍下照。嘻！
还真好看。
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