支持

其實要我做什麼都可以。
我不會的、不敢的、未嘗試過的、很艱難的、kanasai的，對我來說都是學習的機會。

只要你對我說：“我幫你。”
可能你其實根本幫不上忙，但我已感覺到你在我身旁為我加油。

只要給我支持，陪著我就可以了；千萬不要丟我自己一個人。


一起奮鬥是很幸福的！我們可以一起戰勝嗎？

我過得很精彩

我今天做了兩個LSCS。當然我還沒有利害到清楚知道下一步給什麼instrument啦～ 但我自己是覺得有一點進步。

我第一次cut肌肉。Mayo Scissors Curved，我終於用到你啦！

她們對我說的一些話

在OT裡生活已經有一個月了。
很多seniors人很不錯，在他們身上學了一些該注意的事項。很滿足。
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因為每天工作穿的scrub suit寬寬大大，完全遮住了我真正的怪異身形，
再加上要戴上口罩和頭套大半天都是蓋著半張臉，只露出那fake的‘有色’眼睛，有幾個OT裡的staffs都被騙到了，覺得Hsin Ni可以看。心裡暗爽了很久。

其實scrub suit裡的肥胖身材一天比一天更離譜。哇哈哈哈！
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Sharm就說：“你看起來是兇的，但就是喜歡看你的樣子。” (Woah, 聽到完全就是心情大好。）
Annu就跟她朋友介紹我是她一位可愛的同事。
尤其是Priya才好笑，她形容我的皮膚很特別，像是plastic被崩著的那樣。
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今天，六個staff加我為一組，要scrub一個恐怖醫生的case。
我的心情完全就是焦，很擔心等一下做case的時候會有什麼不詳事會發生。
我也沒有察覺我一直徘徊著整個OT，臉上也表露出我不安心的樣子。

有一位經驗豐富的印度staff，按著我的肩膀，說：“Hsin Ni，為什麼你那麼緊張？”
“上一次你不是跟我說放鬆嗎？你怎麼也像我上次這樣了？你不用著急啦，我們在一起是一組strong的team。不會有事情的。”

我當場眼淚都快滴下來了。
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OT Life

I am starting my OT life already.
I really enjoy learning every new thing.
I have a good mentor, Shazmin.

I love my OT life, because I have Min Huei with me along the way.

Transferred

Transferred to OT 15/12/2011.

Currently still learning in IVF OT.
I hope I will excel in this area.
Really never thought about it.

Please continue to motivate me~

Appreciation

Thanks to all MS members and my dear Coco.
You all are the best!

Thank you!

Moved Shifted Transferred

Fertility Centre coming Monday.

All of you, definitely will be missed.

Impression

I am very proud of where I was being trained.
I told everybody I am trained in Sunway University and SunMed was my posting hospital mostly.

I portray myself the best in front of staffs, managers, consultants, directors and of course the big boss there.
It seems, some of them there have already impressed by us, the four of us.

In conjunction with this company's mission and vision, let's continue to strive for customers' satisfaction. Deliver our best skills and services!

I wanna be proud to say, I work in TMC with a proud tone in the not far future.

A Whole New World

Started my working life and I am still trying to perform the best in my department.

I am asked to stay in this department because of Chinese languages I speak and now I am the only Chinese there. Staffs told me, "You can enjoy your Chinese New Year till Chap Goh Meh". I am happy with the working hours and the amount of holidays I have but in my entire Diploma in Nursing course, has not taught me how to be a clinic nurse.

Clinic, what a place!

Diverged roads

Drawing above is a composition of Ming and it shows exactly the feeling I have lately.
Especially after I heard a sentence from her, my recently-good-friend.

Loyalty or experience? Easy or busy?

Answered Prayers

I've been waiting for the call for more than 2 weeks.
A call that tells me: "Congratulation, Hsin Ni. You are selected to be involved in the musical!"

Since the week before CNY, I carried my cellphone along and it almost grow roots on my right hand. Unfortunately or maybe fortunately, it hardly rings.

After the duration of 2 weeks, I have accepted the fact that I am not selected to be one of the actress in the musical. Hmm, I can't understand, I asked for a busy life but it turns out nothing.
I was wondering, is it fortunate or not.

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For my Nursing life,
I pray for good schedules and arrangements.

Ming, Huei, Banu and me always wish to get a chance to have a management training at our own hospital, TMC. Months ago, everybody keeps telling us: "We will try our best to arrange four of you to TMC for management posting." We never lose our faith in them. We believe they will do their best for us.

After the management posting schedule has published, we felt disappointed and underwent few grief stages, the anger, bargain and acceptance. I don't want SMC~

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Today, I went home early with the help of Huei.
I slept for few hours and awaken by the stimulation on my olfactory sense, food!
After wash up, I saw my cellphone shows 'You have 10 missed calls'.

Oh, what happened?
Suddenly 3 people were searching for me.
I called back one by one and all of them were good news for me.

1. I am selected.
2. My management posting will be at TMC!




Thanks! Thanks to all related people!
I'll make sure I will cherish all I have with zero complain.

Thanks for giving me chances.
Thanks for letting me to grab my chances.
I am happy that my efforts gained rewards.

Full sponsorship by Tropicana Medical Centre

Yes, confirmed my full sponsorship under Tropicana Medical Centre (TMC).
In fact, it was confirmed before my interview... cheh, scare me.

I have to pack up after receive one final call from them.
Do medical check up, sign agreements, contracts...

Mummy started to talk weird things to my siblings.
She asked them "You all will miss jiejie or not? eight years not coming back worr.. only come back when got semester break. Miss her or not?"

I heard this from my sister. After listening from my sister, I went to my bed and cried for awhile..
Eight years, don't know what will happen to my family... really tak sampai hati. I thought I am steady.. but I am not.

Family and friends..I will miss you all.

Call from Tropicana Medical Centre

Yesterday I received a call from Tropicana Medical Centre.
That person's name is Buni.
She told me, I am one of the chosen group of people that have to make an interview with Tropicana Medical Centre.
I am so nervous about this. Interview leh.. Macam sure gagal.. (choi~)
Hmm, in fact I've pass separuh dah..hehe..
I'm going to interview coming Thursday in Lab 1, Pharmacy Faculty, 3rd floor, Segi College.

Wish me luck~!!!

Tropicana Medical - Sunway

Today got a call from Sunway.
That person told me that Tropicana Medical Centre will sponsor me for studying Diploma in Nursing.
Training will be done in Sunway University College.
Yeah~!!!! My prayer is answered.